Dwight David Howard (born December 8, 1985) is an American basketball player for the Orlando Magic of the National Basketball Association (NBA). Howard, who usually plays center but can also play power forward, had an outstanding high school career at Southwest Atlanta Christian Academy. He chose to forgo college and entered the 2004 NBA Draft, and was selected first overall by the Magic. A six-time All-Star, six-time All-NBA team selection, five-time All-Defensive member, and three-time Defensive Player of the Year, Howard has been ranked consistently as one of the best in the league in rebounds, blocks, field goal percentage and free throw attempts, and has set numerous franchise and league records. He has led the Magic to three division titles and one conference title, and he was the winner of the 2008 NBA Slam Dunk Contest. In the 2008 Olympics, he was the starting center for Team USA, which went on to win the gold medal.
Before he was drafted in 2004, Howard said that he wanted to use his NBA career and Christian faith to "raise the name of God within the league and throughout the world". In November 2009, he was named one of the 10 finalists for the Jefferson Awards for Public Service, which awards athletes for their charitable work.
So go ahead and talk about me,
It only fuels my fire,
You won't take this home from me!
This is my one desire,
They think they know about the time that's been spent,
Life that I lead, tears that I shed,
You won't take this from me,
I'll never give in!
We chose to rise above the lies,
The ignorance and the hypocrisy,
I'll never give in! I haven't lost faith, you won't take this from me!
Where has it gone, where did I go wrong,
I've got to stop blaming myself, why do I blambe myself?
People will talk and say what they want, this is my life, do what I like!
This is our life, let's do what feels right!
That's right, 3-4-5-6-7 lates.
You can laugh and talk behind my back, it only fuels my fire,
Go ahead and laugh,
Stab me in the back,
Tired and pissed
Had enough of this bullshit but it's
Too easy to quit my friend
So I smile and deal with it
Tired of being broke
People thinking of my life as a joke
This is the path I chose
Where itleasds nobody knows
It's made me stronger as time pushes on
I still grow older but my heard carries on
WE CARRY ON!
We'll carry on until the end of the road
No destination we go with the flow
I learned to live life and take it as it comes
Right around the corner your number could be up!
And if tonight is the night
I'll have lived a full life
And if tonight is the night
Everything will be all right!
Tired and pissed
Had enough of this bullshit but it's
Too easy to quit my friend
So I smile and deal with it!
Feels like I'm downing
Everyday's a fight to keep my
If you want respect, you gotta give it
If your really hardcore, you gotta live it
It's not a game or a fuckin trend
Those who are true - are here to the end
Handed down from the old to the new
To make this last - we gotta stay true
Stick by your friends no matter what
Gotta stay string - never give up
Stick by your friends
No matter what
Never give up!
I don't know where I'd be if I wasn't in the scene
To my friends old & new - you're like family
This is all I've got in this world of shit
Stay true to what you got - always represent
Handed down from the old to the new
We built this scene - the rest is up to you
Handed down from the old to the new
To make it last - you gotta stay true
It's not a game or a fuckin trend
To all the bands that paved the way.
Thank you for the hardcore memories.
We all left our mark on the scene.
Now we are part of hardcore history.
East to west and everywhere in between.
We are all part of this hardcore family.
Coast-to-coast this is a family.
Fresh blood a new breed in the scene.
Young bands with heart helps the scene breathe.
Keeps it alive hardcore never dies.
Pick up where we left off,
The rest comes from inside.
Stay true to yourself and follow your heart.
Give back to the scene and truly live hardcore.
I refuse to listen to anymore of your lies
No longer to be trusted
It's motherfuckers like you I despise
One day the tables will be turned
And all your bridges will be burned
No one to turn to
You can only blame yourself
One minute you think you're on top of the heap
We've seen through the lies - we know your talk is cheap
It's all comin' - comin back around
You've risen to the top
Only to be knocked back down
Now you know the reason for my hatred
You see it in my eyes
When you're down begging for forgivness
My life's complete,
I've got everything i need.
Patience is a virtue and i brought you to me.
Destined to happen, it was always meant to be.
There is no turning back, this is our destiny.
Throw caution to the wind and let the chips fall where they may.
That's how we play. roll the dice and take another chance.
These are our days.
Nothing without you,
You've been my saving grace.
Addicted to you, brought together by fate.
Too long without feels, like i'm going insane.
You feel my pain, we're one in the same.
My life with you it gets better everyday.
I hope you are by my side until my dying days.
I'm lost without you, feel like i am in a maze.
We're still alone but that's OK,
We got our friends and family!
Jails institutions and death by my count there's just one left!
The triple crown of tragedy my birthright and destiny,
Our destiny is at the end of a rop!
The bottom of a glass or a bag of dope,
Nowhere to turn when you're shit out of luck!
Still alone and I'm still fucked... fuck you!
Slave to addiction for years and years hid from my life,
Hid from my fears, fucking broke, alone locked down...
My life is better when you're not around!
Watch me struggle as my life fades and try to learn from my mistakes,
So those who turned their back on me won't get to share in my victory!
Still alive wishing I was dead
Too many years fucked in the head!
Still alive wishing I was dead
Dead at birth as we slowly decay
We're born only to fade away
We got no future, we got no hope
Our life is pain and it's hard to cope
We're born just to start dying
Do what we like, we'll keep defying
The odds of a generation gone insane
We're still alive - feel out pain
I got nothing but I still got friends
I'm fucking broke but I still make ends
I love my family
This world is ignorant, We're digging our own graves, They only tell us what they want, but we're the ones who pay the price! All the lies and the bullshit, it's gotta stop, too little too late, we find out the bomb's already dropped.
We're buried to our necks in lies... we're still holding on, now we're trying to dig ourselves out, we've only just begun... when something really happens we'll be the last to know because they don't give a fuck about you or me! We'll be the fist to go, we want some answers, we want a little truth, because we don't know who to trust anymore... we want some living proof
Waiting for the end
As your life wastes away
No regrets, too late to repent
We're living in the last dayz
I see death & desolation all around
Judgement day has arrived
We're all going down
When will this misery end
And finally peace of mind
The only peace you'll ever find
Is at the end of time
No time to regret things done in my past
We live each day - as if it was the last
I see it happening right before my eyes
Crazed civilization - mankinds dmize
Beat or be beaten - we're fighting to survive
Killing off one another - just to stay alive
Running through the streets
mindless
Armageddon is here
Running through the streets
mindless
Fucked, chucked i'm shit out of luck.
One too many times i've been in that rut.
Brush the dirt off my shoulders.
The truth has been shown.
I'm back on my feet,
And i'm here alone.
You don't even know why you hate me.
Well i know why i hate you.
I hate you.
You can't even say why you hate me.
A think line between love and hate.
I turned my back my choice was made.
Push things forward onto the next page.
What comes around goes back around.
I turned my back on you,
You turned your back on me.
You don't even know why you hate me.
Fuck you. get over it. move on with your life.
We rise to fight, as one we stand tonight!
This is, this is our scene! it's what we breath,
It's our reality, you'll never understand the way that we feel...
Nothing to you but we hold it so dear,
To live and breathe it truly is a way of life,
A way to deal with life's pain and strife.
Good times hanging out with all my friends,
Times like these we thought they'd never end... they never will,
If you stay young at heart.
The only way is if we let if fall apart,
But I can't because I know every friday night it's HARDCORE,
GOOD FRIENDS GOOD TIMES! and every Saturday night you know it's hardcore stagedives,
Closet racist,
What's it like to live a lie,
Put on a front when your rep is on the line,
Your mind is shut and I know you're weak inside,
Well guess what punk,
You're running out of time!
There's nothing I can do that you won't bring upon yourself,
It must be hard enough to live WITH YOURSELF!
And all the lies you can't look half the people you know IN THE EYES.
Watch your mouth,
At the wrong place,
Wrong time,
You're no friend of mine!
Please stop wasting my time,
I hope you realize and one day open your eyes,
Your brand of hate is a waste of time,
Until you wise up,
Land of the brave, home of the free, in god we trust, in liberty, justice prevails.
But lies are still told as we watch our world grow old so we keep our eyes on the skies and pray every day for our lives and the lives of those already taken.
Our world is forsaken,
Helpless cries while millions die for god and government,
Helpless cries while millions die for god and government! murderers among us,
No one is safe, no remores for the life that they take!
Turn your backs to god and government,
And you've sealed our fate.
The great tribulation awaits and that'll be your final mistake!
God and government, god and government,
Millions die and who's to blame for god and government!
Watch religion go up in flames for god and government.
Innocent die they die in vain for god and government,
Hardcore is here to stay
With us to our dying days
And the kids will have their say ONCE AGAIN
Hardcore is our way
To deal with our misery
And the kids will have their say ONCE AGAIN!
Hardcore ito the bitter end
That story never ends and the kids will have their say ONCE AGAIN!
Hardcore in my veins
You know our life is pain
And the kids will have their say ONCE AGAIN!
We live for hardcore!
Memories will never fade
With us to our dying days
This is the life we made
This is our saving grace
The story never ends
Hardcore to the bitter end
If you don't live it
Get the fuck out of my face!
We've got nothing in common anyway
A phase for some but this is my saving grace
If you don't like it get the fuck out of our place
And there will be no farewell
I don't give a fuck if I die today,
I live life my own way!
Lived each day like it was my last,
Lived in the moment
Fuck my future, fuck my past!
Now we're at war, bombs will fly,
Nations lie thousands more die
I've seen war today,
If we live in fear we're already dead...
Live free or die, with no regrets
If they come like a thief in the night,
Fight for your freedom, fight for your life!
Intimidation is a game for the weak
We back our words, we will defeat
No rest until you pay the fucking price
Your life for the thousands you chose to sacrifice.
Day late and a dollar short
It's just the same shit on a different day
Too late for me to restart
So I rise and face a brand new day
Do what I got to do to get myself by
That's just the way I was raised
Appreciate everything I've got and pray for better days
When I was broke and bummed out
You helped me
When I was losing my mind
You saved me
I'd do the sam e for you
Brother believe me!
I'd fucking die for you!
Brother believe me
You're just as much a part of my family
As time goes on good times unfold
It doesn't matter if we're getting too old
Because hardcore is what we're all about
Drinking smoking weed and fucking hanging out
Same shit on a different day with friends by my side everything's ok and I wouldn't have it any other way! no way!
I'd rather die than have no friends brothers under the skin, for life.
We're brothers until the end
I'd probably be dead already if it wasn't for my friends
They helped me up when I was down and I'll be grateful until the end!
Thank you - my friends
You used to be a partner in crime
Now you say you ain't got the time
Gotta get serious, gotta plan
Gotta pass those entrance exams
Oh my God
It's senior year
All you care about is your career
[Chorus]
It's a Life Sentence
It's a Life Sentence
It's a Life Sentence
It's a Life Sentence
You're squelching your emotions
All you talk about is old times
You don't do what you want to
But you do the same thing everyday
No sense of humor
But such good manners
Now you're an adult
You're boring
[Chorus]
The walls are closing in
You stayed too long in school
I'd rather stay a child
And keep my self-respect
If being an adult
Means being like you
Are you really you you you
You you you you you you
Are you really you?
You're a chained-up dog fenced in a yard
Don't see much, you can't go far
Pace and froth, you're getting sick
Run too fast and it'll snap your neck
You say you'll break out
But you never do
You're just another ant in the hill
I thought I saw it in your eyes I didn't realize who would've guessed it maybe I should hav e known all along! how could I miss it, am I so fucking blind, the same way I missed it when
I was just a child, I've seen the life that it takes, pain that it gives, life that it drains, when will you learn something's got to change, I wish I could change it for you, you've got to make those changes yourself. I wish I could help youyou've got to help yourself. I have you all that I got there's nothing left to give! if I could give you my life I would but first you've got to find the will to live
I guess you thought you had us figured out
You know our kind - you know what we're about
But you don't know the shit that we've been through
The pain we felt - we're tried and true
So quick to judge - we're not like you
And to your world - we say FUCK YOU
So quick to judge - we're not like you
And to your world - we say FUCK YOU
Who the fuck are - to judge me
It's my life and I'll do as I please
Answer to no one - conform to nothing
I am who I am from years of suffering
Hardcore to the day that I die
Hardcore - it comes from inside
So quick to judge - because we're not like you
And to your world - we say FUCK YOU
We'll never be like you
Life's a gamble - it's all how you play
The cards that you're dealt - the chances that you take
Life's a gamble - it's all what you roll
You're in to win it - or you just go with the flow
Take a chance - or you'll never see
All that you could've done - instead your life's a dream
Take a chance - do what you like
Do what you gotta do - y ou only get one life
Sometimes you lose - sometimes you win
Sometimes you do what's right - other times you sin
Live and learn - that's the chance you take
When you fuck up - you got to learn from your mistakes
Life's a gamble - it's all how you play
The cards that you're dealt - the chances that you take
Life's a gamble - it's all what you roll
The fire in our eyes still burns
Longer than this tasteless planet turns
We've been fightin' on the darker side
The keeper of darkness is our guide
The end is near no you can pray
Dead men tell no fuckin' tales
Death and destruction but we'll stay
The poor believing mankind fails
Our evil preed prepared their meal really well
The fast food society right now can't tell
The suicide solution to escape our might
Won't help your soul to get out of sight
The end is near so you can pray ...
All hell breaks loose
You've got no choice
Cause you're just Satan's toys
All hell breaks loose
You've got no choice
Cause you follow his voice
With open arms we wait for those,
Who didn't choose to pray and pose
The legions of black will scream out their hails
The principle of all religions fails
You've fallen in missgrace,
You've been praying since you've been told
The deal with god is to believe to get old
You've been kneeling, hoping and begging for relief
Now your life will steal away like a thief
But on your soul are black marks and it fakes,
We got you on our side, you made too many mistakes,
You've suffered all your life to be a good guy
Fuck this, i don't know which way to turn.
To live is to learn, the bridges are burnt.
My time, is it right in my face?
Get me out of this state of mind i'm in.
My mind is my worst enemy.
I've got no time to breathe.
Sucks the life out of me.
Face to face with my destiny, insanity, reality.
Don't look back, stop wasting time.
Fuck that this time is mine.
My life you know i do what i like.
Take what i want and do what feels right.
Lifes short, you got to get what you can.
Live fast and die young, you got to take a chance.
Live life with no regrets,
Full speed ahead or we're better off dead.
Face to face with my destiny, insanity, reality.
Don't look back, stop wasting time,
Fuck that this time is mine.
Life is tough, can't let it get the best of me.
I'm trying to live positive.
Nice guys finish dead fucking last.
Being fucking fucking nice will get you nowhere fast.
You move too slow your gonna get passed.
I've played the nice guy one too many times.
No more mr. nice guy,
It's such a fucking waste of time.
Why did i waste my time? dead fucking last.
I'm a grown ass man not a punk ass kid,
So get the fuck out of my face.
Fake smiles for miles,
I've got no time to play.
Get the fuck out of my way,
This could be my last day.
I've had enough, my mind ready to bust,
Who can i trust? ashes to ash,
Dust to dust.
My mind decays from my sinful ways.
It fades away in a smoke filled haze.
I've had enough my mind is ready to bust.
Who can i trust? ashes to ash,
Nothing matters and nobody cares
Alone in this world - alone with your fears
No peace - no security
A nation built on hypocrisy
No peace - no security
Talks of peace - while still at war
Diseases spreading like wildfire
Kids with guns and bad ideas
World gone insane prepare to live your fears
Peace and security the nations will cry
No peace - no security - sudden demise
of society all that you've built
This nation and all of its guilt
This world gets crazier day by day
This world breeds hate - no escape
No peace - no security
By this world - we've all been raped
Nothing matters and nobody cares
Alone in this world - alone with your fears
No peace - no security
A nation built on hypocrisy
Talks of peace while still at war
Diseases spreading like wildfire
Kids with guns and bad ideas
World gone insane - li ve your fears
We will, live life, for ourselves and no one else!
Good times, hard times, it's all the same to me as time flies by.
My life through my eyes, it's just a game that I keep playing
Roll with the punches that's how life goes
Live life day by day, and go with the flow
Don't dwell on the future, it's out of my hands
What's done is done, forget about my past
Live in the moment, and live with no regrets
Do what feels right because life is just a test, your life is just a test!
Pass or fail it's all the same
We're all headed to an early grave
And that's just the price we pay!
So enjoy yourself today
Don't dwell on the future
Some say you're crazy
Say that you're no good
Say your family's cursed with bad blood
But I think you're cute and misunderstood
And I wouldn't change you if I could
Let'em talk you down
Call you names
My mind's made up
It ain't gonna change
I'm sure in my heart
Happy and free
You're the one you're the one
You're the one for me
Some say you're bitter
Think you're mean
Uncouth untamed and unrestrained
But I think you're sensitive and sweet
Stay as you are don't change a thing
Let'em talk you down
Call you names
My mind's made up
It ain't gonna change
I'm sure in my heart
Happy and free
You're the one you're the one
You're the one for me
Some say you're bawdy
Wicked and wild
A restless useless juvenile
But I think you're funny and I like your smile
Want to be with you want you to stay awhile
Let'em talk you down
Call you names
My mind's made up
It ain't gonna change
I'm sure in my heart
Happy and free
You're the one you're the one
You're the one for me
A no 'count mixed up
Amount to nothing
A day away from a bum on the street
Some low class kind of royalty
That's what they say about you
When they're talking to me
Some say you're bad
A bad bad seed
You love to play with fire you love gambling
But I know what you love and I know what you need
And I like it when you play with me
Let'em talk you down
Call you names
My mind's made up
It ain't gonna change
I'm sure in my heart
Happy and free
You're the one you're the one
After all these years, I can't just turn my back
All the blood, the sweat and all the tears
You've got to earn your respect
Well what the fuck do you want from me?
Cause you don't give a fuck about my scene
And I could give two fucks about you
Stop living vicariously through
You're running around like some old school star
But we don't know who you are
You dropped out - after a year
I know you're fake - you're fucking insincere
You're gone longer than you were here
Well now you're back and we don't care
We didn't build the scene for you to disgrace it
I didn't make a name for myself fo you to claim it
To you this is just another trend
But I'll be representing hardcore to the bitter end
The few, the proud, it's a way of life
Me and my friends always side by side
Cause we've got respect for each other
I treat my motherfucking friends like brothers
We didn't build the scene for you to disgrace it
They plot, the scheme, conspire to destroy our american dream.
No respect for life and prepare to make the ultimate sacrifice.
Their own lifes for thousands to die.
Their poisoned minds is our world's demise.
This is more than just a sign of the times.
This shit is happening right before out eyes.
It's going down, just take a look around.
We're fucked, no turning back now.
The end of time,
Eyes wide shut as we watch the signs.
You lies, our demise, silence after helpless cries.
They're living in our cities.
They're walking down our street.
Spreading their poison. brainwashing,
Brainwashing the weak.
By the time it happens it will be too late.
You got to nip it in the butt or you have sealed our fate.
They're living in our cities.
They're walking down our streets. spreading their poison.
You never take
Take the time to really look
Look at the one
The one I really am
You try to fit
To fit me in a perfect box
You let me slip between the cracks
[CHORUS:]
Now I've faded
into someone else
Made me someone I don't wanna be
Yeah I'm faded
My true colour's gone
Like a picture nobody sees
I'll bet you don't
Don't even know my favourite song
You tell me how
How I should wear my hair
You wanna change
Everything I ever was
Try to erase me
Till I'm not there
[CHORUS:]
Now I've faded
Into someone else
Made me someone I don't wanna be
Yeah I'm faded
My true colour's gone
Like a picture nobody sees
Now I've faded
Like I never was
Till I don't even know myself
Yeah I'm faded
Into what you want
But I'm not takin' it too well
I don't wanna be your little picture perfect pretty girl
Who's got nothing to say
I'm not gonna wait around
Let you run my whole life down
So you can watch me fade away
(Faded, Faded)
You try to fit
Fit me in your perfect box
(Faded, Faded)
You try to fit
Fit me in your perfect box
You try to fit
Fit me in a perfect box
You let me slip between the cracks
[CHORUS:]
Now I've faded
Into someone else
Made me someone I don't wanna be
Yeah I'm faded
My true colour's gone
Like a picture nobody sees
Now I've faded
Like I never was
Till I don't even know myself
Yeah I'm faded
Into what you want
But I'm not takin' it too well
I Faded
(Faded, hated, slippin' away as I disappear in the dark)
I Faded
(Faded, hated, so far away from who I was at the start)
Faded, hated, slippin' away as I disappear in the dark
Down but not out,
Hit the ground but
Not down for the count.
I am alone in the crowd,
Blood in my face,
Still no regrets,
'cause thats the way life goes,
Take the good with the bad.
Go with the flow,
I lived, i learned,
The tables have turned.
Well this has been my life for fifteen years
So fuck you, you say i'm insincere.
I lived it, i loved it,
I sacrificed my own life for it.
I wanted to give back to the scene
That gave me something to live for.
My family, myself and the crew
I would have died for.
I stand alone,
I fight alone,
And i'll die alone
I'm fed up with the way you act
Loyalty and honor is what you lack
You're not loyal to yourself
How can you be loyal to anyone else
It's time - you open - open your eyes
Or this time - you will - you will pay the price
For betraying me
And taking my trust for granted
You lied to me again
Look where you landed
Right back in my face
Talkin your way out
Your true colors have shown and we know what your about
It's time - you open - open your eyes
Or this time - you will - you wi ll pay the price
You keep lyin to me
Again and again
Always talkin your shit
But you still wanna be my friend
You've got another thing coming
You forgot what it's all about
Stay true to your friends
Social decay in our society
Living in a world with no humanity
Innocent people dying everyday
Bloodshed - the American Way
And all these people they close their eyes
And carry on with their picture perfect lives
But they're all blind to their own demise
And they continue to breed their lies
We're living in a nation of hate
This whole world is in a crazed state
A lack of morals - a lack of truth
Blind leaders - misguided youth
Social decay - because we're ruled by liars
Social Decay- this world's grown tired
And you know it's just a matter of time
Until the youth gone wild - sets this world on fire
And all these people they close their eyes
And carry on with their picture perfect lives
But they're all blind to their own demise
And they continue to breed their lies
We're living in a nation of hate
This whole world is in a crazed state
A lack of morals - a lack of truth
Blind leaders - misguided youth
Social decay in our society
Living in a world with no humanity
Innocent people dying everyday
Bloodshed - the American Way
Never rely on someone else
You gotta do what you gotta do for yourself
Life is hard - but we can win
We're born to struggle - and we're born to sin
And what we want - sometimes we can't get
But life is short - so get what you can
I'm tired of wallowing in my misery
And everyday is just the same old story
Deep inside I know that I deserve better
I'm fucking tired of being miserable and bitter
Safe to say - I'm goin nowhere fast
I'm headed full speed - down a dead end path
Well that's alright cause my time's coming soon
Turn i t around - born to WIN! - not to lose!
I'm tired of waiting
My life is wasting
And when you fall - you've got to rise to your feet
(face defeat)
Cause if you don't - this fucking world's got you beat
(you're weak)
Look out for you
Look out for number one
It's up to you
You get the job done
Never rely on someone else
You gotta do what you gotta do for yourself
Life is hard - but we can win
We're born to struggle - and we're born to sin
And what we want - sometimes we can't get
But life is short - so get what you can
I'm tired of wallowing in my misery
And everyday is just the same old story
Deep inside I know that I deserve better
I'm fucking tired of being miserable and bitter
Safe to say - I'm goin nowhere fast
I'm headed full speed - down a dead end path
Well that's alright cause my time's coming soon
Turn it around - born to WIN! - not to lose!
I'm tired of waiting
My life is wasting
And when you fa ll - you've got to rise to your feet
(face defeat)
Cause if you don't - this fucking world's got you beat
(you're weak)
Look out for you
Look out for number one
It's up to you
You get the job done
Never rely on someone else
Another day i'm trying to get myself by.
Another day i'm trying to get myself high.
I'm high on life cause i got what i want.
I took my chances just the way i was taught.
Here i am standing on my own feet.
Can't stop me, won't stop me.
This is where i want to be.
This was my destiny.
This is where i want to be.
My mind is finally free.
I broke those chains.
I'm tired of feeling pain.
This is where i want to be.
This was my destiny.
This is where i want to be.
My mind is finally free.
I broke those chains.
I'm tired of feeling pain.
Another day i'm trying to get myself by.
Another day i'm trying to get myself high.
I'm high on life cause i got what i want.
To all the kids who still got heart.
To the ones who were here from the start.
If you live hardcore you got nothing to lose.
If you really got heart you got nothing to prove.
You're here for the right reasons.
The music, the message and the friendship.
You don't change with the seasons .
You don't have to because you live it,
Love it or leave it.
I said it again because i truly believe it.
This is a way of life,
Not a game for the weak.
It's pumping through our veins,
Even the way we speak.
We're alone in this world.
Last chance to say what i like.
What i feel and tell you about my life.
I don't know where to begin.
This fucking life of sin the guilt the pain from within.
I keep my thoughts to myself, some on a shelf.
I my private hell.
I put these barriers up trapped in a call.
I'm antisocial. i want to be left the fuck alone.
Antisocial. leave me alone.
And when the sun don't shine.
Feels like i'm losing my mind.
I cheated i lied i broke that trust.
That bond of loyality.
Life imitated art when i was caught in a lie.
And i paid the price.
I've moved on,
Moved on with my life.
And i don't need to be reminded.
Of the pain, misery and strife.
And when the sun don't shine,
Feels like i'm losing my mind.
Time and time again.
I'm tired of fighting my mind.
Feels like i'm running out of time.
Trying to walk that line of love and hate.
Here I go again, was this all for nothing, there my mind goes again,
I lost it all for nothing!
How much longer must we wait to try and make the great escape?
Turned my back to this world of lies,
Opened my mind and that was opened my eyes,
The time is now and we are here!
You're wasting time when there's no time to waste...
Full speed ahead!
Life's in your face and when you open your eyes you've got to realize your search is over now...
The time is now and we are here! Here I go again, here I go again!
Was this all for noghitn?
There my mind goes again,
I lost it all for nothing.
I know no other way
To take the pain
Insted of trying to make things better
I get fucked up everyday
I've got no future
I chose my path
I will keep burnin'
Burnin' till I crash
I've got no future
I chose my path
I will keep burnin'
When you've got nothin - you dont give a fuck
tired of sufferin - I've had enough
In my mind - It's an all out war
I dont think I can take anymore
Tryin' to keep my mind straight
But it's too hard when you're drowning in hate
When you've got nothin - you dont give a fuck
tired of sufferin - I've had enough
I know no other way
To take the pain
Insted of trying to make things better
Now we're all alone
With miles and miles between
Tell me how you feel
Pictures on my mind
Remind me of a girl
I used to kiss goodnight
Never again, will I feel the same
Never again, the feeling
Words just can't explain
Now we're on our own
With mountains in between
I'll tell you how I feel
All those years
Love and tears, in vain
Never again, will I feel the same
Never again, the silence remains
Put up with words
And promises
The rage against the will to carry on
If only we could understand
How to deal the cards
Revival would be in our hands
Many years we held it back
We never said a word
We struggle in our heads
And now it's gone I understand
Never again, will I fear to stay
Forever again, my love for you remains
If only we talked
And trusted
We could defy the rain and carry on
And never again, will I fear to stay
Forever again, my love for you remains
It's all about trust my love, the way we talk
The way we run